I went to see a movie with some friends a couple days ago. It was my first time being in downtown Livermore on a Friday night since all the schools were back in session. It was like the entire high school decided to go downtown there were 14 and 15 year olds EVERY where. The weird thing was that even though i am only a year out of high school I only recognized a handful of people.
Okay anyway the point of this post was to comment on awkward hugs. So many things can go wrong and most of the time hugs are completely inappropriate and over used. Most people disagree with me on this but whatever, and I do enjoy hugs but i don't think you need to hug someone every single time you see them... and you always seem to end up hugging people you don't care about more than the people you do.
So back to the things that can go wrong do you do the arms over or under... which side do you lean too... are you doing the awful one arm hug... if you are holding something you have to make sure it doesn't hit them... and this list can go on.
So at the movies i saw a girl that am friendly with but i wouldn't say we are friends. I was just going to say hi and ask how her first year went but she went in for the hug. So this hug i guess would fall under an appropriate time for a hug but the most awkward bad hug moment happened and it turned into a boob hug... which i don't think i need to explain. Anyway it was awkward and i really hate boob hugs but i am not sure how you can successfully avoid them.
So i have a job as a cashier at the two pools in Livermore. i abosolutely hate it but its easy and pays well. i basically sit for 6 hours, take money, have to talk to small children and pretend their cute because their parents thinks the woprld loves their kids as much as they do (the most annoying type of people in my opinion), and then i get yelled at for stuff i can't control. Anyway the point of this blog is to tell be to post more stuff so i haev things to read because i am very very bored...
POST MORE(this is sopposed to be commanding)
i am apparently very deletable as a facebook friend...
well james has did the threatening "eh you" and now i feel obigated to post (speaking of james i like that he likes katy perry because the i kissed a girl song has been stuck in my head for a week)
My mom and I are starting are drive to montana tomorrow which means waking up at 6 and then driving ten hours to Boise. Tomorrow will be my own personal hell. I hate driving. I hate peeing in gas stations. I hate the big trucks that are scary to pass on two lane roads. i guess i really hate a lot of things BUT i am looking forward to being in Montana and seeing all my cousins.
okay again this post goes back to james because on my facebook feed thingy he wrote on christina's wall about how he lost connections with his home friends... this is kind of how i feel but not really. I still like my livermore friends and they are fun to be around but i don't look forward to seeing them like i used too. I used to be able to sit and do competely nothing for hours with them, now if we aren't doing something i deem fun, i want to leave after 6 minutes. Also its hard to just talk about things because most of the interesting things we have to talk about involve people from our respective colleges who nobody cares about except the person who actually knows them. i hope that made sense.
Again changing the subject completely i watched "the happening" and i liked it, but i understand why most people didn't. After montana all i have to look forward to is July 8 and seeing Wall-E
OKay so its to depressing to see a an empty screen when you look at my account (that i really only got so i could stalk people...) so i going to write my first blog
Nothing is ever going to be like freshmen year again. In highschool you could always trust that after the first couple awkward moments you would fall right back into your group of friends and the school routine, but that does feel like it will happen for college. Freshmen year is so different from any other year that sophmore year we will again have to create new life for ourselves. I mean will know people, but at least for me almost all the people who I hung out with on a semi regular basis lived in the building. I never had to call them, i never made plans to do stuff with them. Next year eveything is going to require effort...
I am not sad about leaving the dorms. i am just sad about loosing convenience. Convenience in findingn people to do stuff with. Convience in making friends. Convenience in always having food to eat, albeit not that great of food. Convenience in being on campus. Dorming just made life super convenient which mixed well with my not very driven personality.
Well there is my first blog. I wish posterous had spellcheck and if it does someone tell me where...
